oh no xinyi how come u sound so sad??????
cheer up!! *tries to do sth funny hoping that xinyi will see and laugh...*

i think syf sux - it's full of deceit and misery. i can't for it to be over. i don't care if it's our last syf. somehow it doesn't mean anything to me anymore. like huiyan said, i prac now merely for self-improvement rather than for the honour of being a presentation band. the fervour and enthusiasm of rg is deadened by people, by studies. band isn't the same anymore and i dislike it =( what happened to the rg days?

hey! i had an exchange with hwa chong at meridian yesterday! I wonder if she was playing... their comp piece is the finale for Third Symphony so that might explain the need for an oboeist... =)

guess who i saw today at j8! lingwei!! (: (: (: oh man she's how chio now. (actually she's always been chio.) anyway did you know she's playing oboe for hc syf!! haha yeah man, hc band finally recognised her proness and invited her to play for them. (:

i hate band politics.
i love rgssb.

hmm... dunno how to express myself.

only can say,

RGSSB ROCKS!!!!
(and so do everyone i've met in RGSSB)
(yeah even charl****. hmm... maybe even charl****. erm... yeah. possibly.)

haha!! i feel like a silas marner today. i feel as tho i've been awoken frm my reverie aft so long. they allowed me to remember again. and for tt i'm glad. of the memories of everything tt was seemingly forgotten. haha.. girl power.. yeah!! hah.

I can get out of school by 920 actually, 835 if I pon gp. Are we meeting? =D anyone has tickets? there's dunman high and river valley on the same day btw.

you know wad?

- i'm not gg think abt atempo. serious. even tho it's tmr. shall deal with it when the time comes.
- i think our batch shld jus all pon sch on fri to take a well deserved break frm studying. and haf a batch outing tt has been put off for too long. anyways we cant go support rg wad. disgruntled. might as well do sth as satisfying.

suddenly this phrase jus popped into my mind, and i agree with it.. life is like a toiletbowl. hmph.

shitshitshitshitshitshitomgomgomgomgomgomgAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH atempo is like 36hours away and for the past week i haven't played my solo in celtic and heartandvoice correctly ONCE DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE shithshit aHiu3lwraiv y37iqilkzsh ai. oof i just caused my com to log off luckily when i came back this thing was still here.

oh no i feel partially guilty since i suggested that we watch swing girls but i didn't do anything abt it... is it still on? i hope so... haha want to watch after the jnr's comp? :) anyway to all you ppl out there having a swinging mad time practising for comp good luck and all the best! still considering whether i should pon school that day to watch u all or not... haha so weird it;s like some of you are competing against each other now. oh no wrong i mean after all it's supposed to be a festival and not competition right? right. oh no i have no idea what i;m talking abt.