hey all. havent been here in a few days and you've all blogged so much! ehh my dear ssata and ssato. you all have tagged so much you pushed everything down.. now i dunno wad you all were talking about before this -.- gahhs.

heh. i've finished with exams. and i think we're all suddenly so nostalgic cause studying alone doesnt feel gd, at all.. oh wells, at least i did when i was cooped up in my room and didnt have gd company.

jiayou everybody!

sigh. xin and chong, dun feel so sad leh. one sem has whizzed by (almost).. just a lil more patience ok. then you'll be back! and we'll set aside time for fun! cheer up! -hugs-

bahhs. i wanna give you two a real hug (now yapzhun dun snigger ok) but yeah. cannot. sometimes it was those hugs tt made a terrible sch day better. now even if i wanna give a hug, there's no one tt i wanna hug spontaneously. you guys must be honoured ok. hahaha!

HANG IN THERE PEOPLE! you'll make it through!

i just suddenly wanted to write this. i really miss all of you...

i hope it doesnt sound like im saying it just because everyone is saying it
and that it's so easy to just type it out without feeling it
but it's true
i really really miss everyone.

and with the added distance and everything...

and xin is right
i just want to say what i want to say
even though people can speak and understand english as well as i do
it just doesnt feel right

theres nothing that can replace you all...

God help me make it back in time to see you all before my heart breaks

heyy everybodyyss i miss u guys lotss. i was listening to a josh groban song that clarine sent me and suddenly i miss u guy so much so much!! i miss the comfort zone tm was talking about, how we could all just sit together, talk, scream, or just stay silent and yet be equally comfortable with each other, just because we love each other so much. i miss band lots. i miss ponning school to go to the band room, instead of ponning school cos it gets dark at 4pm and cos it's freaking cold and rainy to stay out. i miss practising my clarinet, fingers getting tangled up, tongue getting tangled up.. i miss giving anyone i feel like a great big hug and saying jsut anything i want, knowing that i won't face a violent confrontatino just cos the people here don't think the same o_O i hate filtering the things i want to say. and i love u guyss..

take care kk.. i think ur exams will finish before mine starts =) andd err paula!! i've been eating so much chocciess, everyone says i'm fatter o_O erps. but i can't resist it.. haha!!

hello everybody :)
haha i've emerged from hibernation! haah i'm halfway through a take-home essay examination about the Singapore Legal System. and sadistically i'm finding it quite interesting :p i have 3 essays to write and i've currently finished 2 outlines so i'm taking a break :) (excuses)
anyway! i have a confession to make. i've been eating loads and loads of chocolate :( like seriously truckloads!! cadbury is my best friend now :( maybe next time you all will meet a gigantipaula. but no worries! i'm eating regularly, breakfast, lunch and dinner (and no, they do not consist of chocolate :p). so this is why i think i am going to ballooon up in size after the exams. how :( haha. i still must try to maintain weight so that we can go for all those food binges together! cheesecake! waffle! icecream! chocolate fondue! food in general!
ooh i can't wait for the exams to end :) let's organise batch outing ya?
okay now back to my exam, (and slamming -ahem- p.ap)

jiayou everybody :) -hugs-
we'll make it!
and take care, don't be like me, eat properly :p

p.s. tm, i do think i drink more water than you.. maybe 3 litres? but that's cos of all the chocolate i eat so it sorta evens out la :p haha!

all my love, paula :)

HEYOS! haha. i'm back. finished one paper yday. and i'm having my breakfast and i refuse to look at books whilst having it. next paper's mon, so i slept early, had a great slp, and i'm feeling better than i did last night.

congrats iris. and jiayou inez! hah. i bet its ur last paper (n us pple pls dun kill me) just chiong lor. haha.

incidentally, i read the line about iris saying that she was listening to dynamica, i was listening to macchu. den cause it was in my thumbdrive, i got the double deal of listening to stars and stripes again (do i hear groans frm the batch) haha! dunno leh. the end of stars and stripes is so.. happy. and i'm blasting everything into my earphones. i'm almost transported into a world of my own. haha! i'm qt glad my roomie's not arnd, i think she'll think i'm mad.

but owells. i think i'm going quite mad doing stupid things. yday i got so cooped up, and though my door was open, i started jumping up and down (thankfully no one walked past) haizzz. haha.

yikes. back to breakfast (i'm eating properly see.. and i drink at least 2.5litres of water a day k, bet only paula can beat tt) and then i'm going to take a look at my best pal: stats :(

hello darlings :) how have you all been? hee i just passed my driving test! :) -feels happy- but ahh.. hope you all are doing well :) preparing for exams and crappy stuff like that. aww.. i'm listening to dynamica now, and i was just thinking about you all and how much i miss you!

i agree with tm. i've been spoilt by you all. there's a very different feeling when i'm with you all and with other people. the other day, i met some people going to australia with me, and i don't feel that level of comfort like i do with you all. i think about how we used to stone in the corridor, the band room, lido.. heck everywhere come to think of it.. and we could just enjoy the companionship. blaaaaahhhh.

anyway, in view of the upcoming exams, please drink more water, sleep early and study hard!!!! :) which i'm sure you've all been doing! and don't eat too many cookies and biscuits -looks pointedly at tm- woman!! i tell you, with every biscuit you eat, must drink 1 litre of water. :) hee just kidding.. of course this is coming from someone who hardly drinks water.. i'm a camel. :) anyway, take care darlings.

just wanted to say that i miss you all so much..

hey all. in the midst of exams. but i cldnt resist the urge to blog.

let me type a keyword here: disparities

maybe we've been too long in our comfort zone. known each other for too long. understand each other quite well. because now i'm increasingly intolerant of certain things around me. new things/people. ha. or you might say, perhaps i wasnt very tolerant to begin with.

maybe i was just spoilt by you guys.

haiz, sometimes i wish people knew just when to shut up. yes, they may wish to fill any void in the conversation. but sometimes i tire of small talk, of listening to inconsequential things. esp when it hasnt been a gd day.

i dont bloody need to start talking abt the exam again (when i haf stopped) just because the people in front of us are doing so. i also dont bloody care if people frm my current sch do actually chance across this wadever we call it, though i know its damn public. i dont bloody care if they know who the dao one is. bloody bloody bloody hell.

i think i'm being bloody harsh on people who might have good intent. but i need to expel those thoughts before they fester in my mind. then i'm going back to mugging, which has been unproductive this morning.

take care everybody. and jiayou for exams! sleep early and drink more water ok. dont fall sick. and i look forward to seeing you guys soon -hugs-

thiss is xin again, pretending to be nic so it'll seem as though nic has posted a lot in the past few dayss.. i dunno why nic doesn't blogg. she says she has time to do many stupid thingss. well i guess blogging isn't categorized as a stupid thing so she has no time for this o_O nic and ian are having a silly arguments about making beds o_O i don't make my bed usually. haha~ my room is in a perpetual mess. haha.. nic and rui are relatively neater i think.. rui definitely is, but she says she cleared her room cos i was going to come. haha~ i think it's a hostel thinggiee.. why is everyone not bloggigng? where has eveyrone disappeared to?

nic has a frisbee in her room! i miss playing frisbeee!! imiss huiyan. huiyan is my ultimate frisbee partner. as in huiyan is my ultimate ultimate frisbee partner. if u get what i mean. ok this is silly. in microsoft words they will squigglify the ultimateultimate cos it's a repeated word o_O ANW. i shalllll end heree before i fill the blog up wif more crap.. byeee~

heyyy. this is xinyi not nic =) i'm in her room with ian & nic getting ready for breakfast! rui's at class on a saturday morning!! i swear that's a crime. i can't believe i'm in cambridge. i feel so at home o_O guess it's cos i spent my first four days in uk in cambridge and i'm actually pretty familiar with the roads here, like i can find my way back to newnham by myself. haha! we had a really great di (nic says hiii and nic says she misses everyone and xin wonders why she doesn't blog then grr but the cambridge ppl are mad muggers o_O i thought it was a general uk thing to slack but apparently it isn't o_O) -nner here at fitzbillies, expensive, but wonderful nonetheless =) it's so nice to be here for nic's birthday, i feel at home. like when we dressed up again yesterday, it was like we were going to the esplanade (cos in signapore, that's like about the only place u can wear posh clothes to and not like spend a bomb).

we're going for breakfasttt.. after nic has finally decided what jacket to wearr. haha =)

hey arlin lied! she said that she's gonna blog but she didn't! somebody scold her for me!

heyy cheesecakeyy tuesdays sound gd. and waffley tuesdays. mm.
ahh i miss going to yummy eating places with u guyss. haha sakae buffets, and imperial kitchenss, and changing appetitess!! even swensen's.. haha. i miss gorging on earthquakee. i don't htink the ice cream is -that- good. but it's the fun of everyone gorging themselves silllyy. HAHA. i'll err go to the gym and get slimms and then eat a lot with u guys when i come back.. i want to go to the mushroom potttss! the mushrooms here taste gross.

i love huiyany huiyan! *hugss*

heyos. i guess everyone's pretty busy. xin dun stress! i'm confident that your english is up to par. really. i should be the one fretting about the level of MINE. i know the situation that you're in is entirely different, because you're taking a different course. but still...

your experiences all sound so unique. but you shld be glad that you're safe! why are you hankering for little 'adventures' like that?!! btw, the yellow leaves sound nice :)

was dying to rant yesterday. but that feeling faded away. today, i'm almost done with my presentations for the semester. and something struck me. we always knew that we were different from others, the way we do things, the way we view things, and the way we answer to things. but somehow the difference was even more apparent today. and i was kinda irked. and i couldnt air them. cause no one wld understand anyway. so i just wanted to say that rgssb2003 rocks! totally!

looking forward to saturdays. and cheesecakey tuesday. i wish i could make that plural. hah. but all the same, do join us!

heyaa i miss everyone. i've been diligently reading all ur entries. but i'm too lazy to write mine. HAHA. especially since i've been thinking about my essay. thinking what i should do. thinking how i should start. thinking who i can ask for help. never actually thinking about the question o_O hehe.

chong's roof sounds alarming o_O how's ur accomm like?! haha. earthquake sounds exciting. i was reading lynette's blog abt it. haha! oh there was apparently a typhoon nearby or somethingg. like near edinburgh? which explained the sudden influx of rain like a few wks ago. but err ya i didn't even really know about it. so ya.

the leaves are turning yellow. and i was struck by how much i miss u guys yesterday cos i had a dream last night. not that i can remember the dream, but i woke up, flooded with emotionss. mann i miss u guys. strangely my english hasn't really improved. i'm quite worried for my essay. esp since there's a line underneath tt goes: if you need help with your writing, get it. it is impossible to do well in th study of politics or international relations unless you can write well. and i just saw it. and i was like ERR. how nice. sighh. i think my current essay will rank about C at most =(

take care u peeps. =)

iris is back :) yay! hee hi my dears :) hope you all are doing well studying for exams and stuff! and don't stress out too much k? like nic's water bottle last time that i think she got from taiwan.. DUO HE SHUI! :) so yes.. the weather is very cranky, so you all must rest well, eat properly and drink lots of water okay? :) cannot fall sick.

hui chong!! you must get your roof fixed!! :( what if the rain comes again then how? and be careful of earthquakes!

ahh.. i've been listening to the les mis CD and the phantom of the opera cd and i was thinking about you all and was feeling so nostalgic! ahh.. -hugs- i really really miss you all..

i miss liu rui
i miss ling wei
i miss xin yi
i miss hui chong
i miss paula
i miss inez
i miss pei xuan
i miss tse min
i miss bird
i miss hui yan
i miss clarine
i miss marlin
i miss pat
i miss sarah
i miss nic
i miss shun ling
i miss isabel
i miss mr oura!!!

yes and xin and paula! stop surviving on chocolates. :) and tse min stop surviving on biscuits. :) tse min! must go to changing appetites on a tuesday! :) 50% off all cheesecakes!! oreo cheesecake.. -drool- ok ok hope you all are studying hard my dears. love you love you!!
-BIG HUG-

wow this is a RARE entry lolol

i finally finished renovation and updates for my blog
so yeah
if you are dying to find out what japan is like
you can go there!!------------------------>
or here if you dont know where the link is lol

i have no classes today~~
i always have no classes on tuesday btw because i arranged my timetable that way lol
but not good cuz it gives me the chance to sleep in
and i overslept today >.<
so i missed breakfast waaaaah

my roof is well now
but noone came to fix it though
it just stopped leaking cuz err... the rain stopped
and there was a earthquake near tokyo a few days ago
but i didnt feel anything
what a pity

i tell you all again when i get some violent vibration here!

heyhos. couldnt get down to work. dunno why. apparently no haze today. it's quiet. but i just cant get concentrate. i'm not even on msn k. have been so guai lately. (maybe too guai liao :p) decided to blog.

i miss shopping with xy too. haha. i STILL need clothes. but the matter's not as pressing. besides, too bz and far away from civilisation to go shopping. and then again, there's the problem of not being as moneyful as ever. no more income :( no more money to spend and eat good food, and i HAVENT eaten at changing appetites, neither have i eaten at mushroom pot. yet. oh man. see what happened. i'm craving cheesecake now :( talk abt food right.

ehh. you all ah. since i'm being guai right, i've mostly been having proper meals k. and i've a tonne of fruits with me :) biscuits are my breakfast and my snacks.. how could you deprive me of them?!! heh. havent had chocs in ages tho. too heaty to consume too much :(

oh and sl's room looks nice.. the furnishings look nice and woody. haha. ur place looks much better than ours. only i wldnt wanna have carpeted floors.. imagine spilling something on them.. it'll stink :s i guess you dun haf a choice tho, you'll be living in a cold cold environment. haha. i gather the accomodation with the attic room is the one that was being renovated when you landed over there? it looks cosy..

oh and i hope chong is well, apart frm her leaking roof.. i gather it's mended alr? wads it like to experience a typhoon :x

sighh. i shall try to get back to work. sch's an ass. i'm feeling weary. bahs. see the rest of you guys on sat for rwinds k? will be able to attend pracs this month :D

hello my dears :) i'm feeling super uber bored so i thought i'd drop by and say HIII :) and that i miss you all so so much :( hee i overslept this morning so i didn't go for my first lecture :D -feels happy- and tse min is having a discussion now and then will have a lesson and will end when i start my next lecture so i can't have lunch with her :( -grumbles-

where be nic and liu rui? and ahhh.. :( i miss chong, shun, nic, liu rui and xin!!! :( -HUGS- i have just been stoning around my room for the whole morning and i'm soooooo bored. bleh. i think i'll go eat my lunch soon then come back to my room to stone again. life is so boring.. and inez has already moved out so i'm all alone in a super deluxe single room.

shun ling! your room looks very pretty.. :) so.. british. hee hee.

ah i'm crapping. and yes i agree with xin yi.. tse min stop snacking and paula stop surviving on chocs.. although.. we probably could ;)

aww love you all!

heyy everybody, unlike nic and rui who haven't been updating the batch blog since they've arrived (hah!), i'm here again =) okay, maybe cos i'm really free today. i only haf jap tutorial and jap lecture, and since it's beginner's class, i'm still way ahead of my class. AH there's a squirrel outside my window! the squirrels here are really cute, they have such bushy tails =) like the cats here, they have so MUCH fur it scares me. and the doggies here are really cute too. there're many daschunds around, and i love to see them waddling down the pavement. i once saw this bulldog panting and huffing after its master (who was only walking btw but the ppl here walk so fast so...) and they are so obedient it's amazing =)

anw i really miss u guys. the only thing i can look forward to is like meeting shun in dec, and meeting rui and nic?? during easter holz. i miss huiyan! huiyany huiyan.. i miss shopping with tsemin and not buying anything (haha!) i miss everyone! i saw this choc fountain in this shop down some street and i thought about our last batch outing at nic's house and the gorgeous choc fondue we had =) i haf the photos in my laptop. err i'll upload it sometime ok =)
yay. i uploaded my uk photos alr.. somewheree. i'll link it to our batch blog =) yay. so everyone can see how pretty uk is =) everyone take care!

ps i hope tsemin stops eating biscuits and paula stops eating chocs.

hello everybody! i just listened to the mickey mouse song. do you all still remember we used to sing and hold it on the bus everytime we came back from some performance? i was thinking how this tradition came about. maybe it's to train our breath! haha..anyway, i miss singing it and i miss all of you.

hey pple.. it's oct! nothing interesting happening tho. just decided to mention tt cause our blog was feeling/looking dead. i think i'm much too 'free' for my own gd. i'm just blogging for the sake of blogging cause i'm too stoned to do anything. as you could probably infer by now, I JUST HAD STATS TUT :( and i come out feeling bloody retarded, and i dun understand half of wad the guys saying and he likes to skip questions. and i tried to catch up on tut til 2am to no avail :( i'm like THE model student. haha. and i walked back to hall smelling of cigarette smoke cause some bloody idiot decided to smoke in the stairwell at sch. i came out gasping for breath can. stinkos. and so i'm feeling smelly :( ok i'm ranting. thats obvious. and cl for ur information i'm having RICE for lunch today OK. i'm NOT subsisting on biscuits :P yep. btw. i think the air has been horrid recently. i need a proper mountain to live on :s