i love the 'I MISS YOU ALL DAMNED MUCH' bit. so true. and if i were doing prac crit, the capital letters say it all :D and i deal with it like almost my whole long year here. sometimes i go out with like this bunch of girls and have fun, but it's never the same. maybe it's cos i'm always thinking that i'll never see them again in like about 1 year's time and there's no point forging a close bond with them, or maybe it's just cos they can never take the place of you guys in my heart. no matter what. no matter if we've changed, or tm becomes a housewife, or rui gets on Fortune's top 100 next year, it'll always be tm the tpter and rui the flautist to me :D it'll always be clarine lying on her belly, ponytail, homework on a chair, and scribbling frantically in the mornings, or a stealthy shunling dozing off by the timpanis, or arlin and maomao sitting by a house of cards she built, grinning proudly... no matter if chong marries a japanese boy and forgets how to speak english or if huiyan becomes a saintly grandma with tons of blissful grandchildren, i think the memories would stay the same. and i'll always miss you guys xD after getting used to seeing everyone like every single day of my life in secondary school, i don't think we'll ever feel that there is enough time to meet up.
haha but i'm glad we're all sharing the woes of being last-year students - or for me, 3rd year honours student - which means everything counts!- feeling like we should, before we graduate for good, at least pretend to be a good student. i was quite consistent this year, till yong jeng came over, and being lazy, i ponned like all my classes last week -.- except the one where i had to give a presentation. work hard and take care kk... (i must try to remember i'm not writing an email for tm only - though it feels pretty much like it now haha)
let the music take controll :D
Sunday, March 22
EH game again? so how's the work coming along? haha. i get what you mean. but for me, i get distracted no matter what. i talk to my sis, i walk up and down, i grab snacks. i cant sit still for even 30 minutes. so having the computer on wld be a HUGE distraction. haha. i take very long to settle down. and then once i do.. time to slp! hahhaha.
dun fret xy! havent you been doing fine so far.. apart from like a paper or two.. the last time you mentioned? you're not useless! not at all!
i think it's the final year in sch syndrome? like i keep feeling like i'm running out of time to do this and that. and how i should try my best to be an ideal student.. though it's not exactly working out very well.. what with all the issues that are on my hands now.. and i swear it's cause i backside itchy consider too many things that's why cannot solve! ARGH!
i havent gone for band the past week. so i guess i'm not enjoying pracs at the moment. haha. but i kinda brought the trp home.. so i'll see how. haha i understand the rationalism thing! makes sense :)
anyways. sunny days are happy days only in edin! hahhaha! sunny days are humid days here :( i wldnt mind if it was sunny and windy! haizz. but yes. okok. i shant give you THAT look. i DO have happy... moments la. thats why I MISS YOU ALL SO DAMNED MUCH! even though i'm thankful for certain things and people on this side. our batch really hasnt communicated much or met up for AGES. anyone rmb japfood last july. so long ago :(
dun fret xy! havent you been doing fine so far.. apart from like a paper or two.. the last time you mentioned? you're not useless! not at all!
i think it's the final year in sch syndrome? like i keep feeling like i'm running out of time to do this and that. and how i should try my best to be an ideal student.. though it's not exactly working out very well.. what with all the issues that are on my hands now.. and i swear it's cause i backside itchy consider too many things that's why cannot solve! ARGH!
i havent gone for band the past week. so i guess i'm not enjoying pracs at the moment. haha. but i kinda brought the trp home.. so i'll see how. haha i understand the rationalism thing! makes sense :)
anyways. sunny days are happy days only in edin! hahhaha! sunny days are humid days here :( i wldnt mind if it was sunny and windy! haizz. but yes. okok. i shant give you THAT look. i DO have happy... moments la. thats why I MISS YOU ALL SO DAMNED MUCH! even though i'm thankful for certain things and people on this side. our batch really hasnt communicated much or met up for AGES. anyone rmb japfood last july. so long ago :(
Tuesday, March 17
yay :D haha, this blog trashes fb anw...
i think i'm going online more cos i'm playing this mmrpg game xD and well, cos i have work to do. i'm not the kind who can stare at a 20 page article and finish reading at one go. i need to read 2 pages and then do something else for like 10 mins then come back, so it always takes me very long to read. if i actually combined the time that i spent reading, it might well be less than an hour -.-
i feel a bit worried cos it's 3rd year, and like i desperately feel like i need to perform, and there's always this bugging feeling that stb will kick me out cos i'm a useless bum. but yeah, i'm working on an essay now :( and a presentation on thurs.
but anw, enjoy pracs while u can! now it feels so far away i wonder if i ever knew it.
and about the rationalism thing, i'm doing this course called 'Realism in International Relations'. the lecturer was saying the real world (realpolitik) is very complex and nuanced, and unpredictable, and emotional, and subjective and contains many truths, so using science/rationalism to dissect and understand the real world to try and find the ONE truth...is like using a spoon to cut bread i.e. using the wrong tool. lol. hope that makes sense :D if not, it doesn't matter. haha!
anw, hope that was just like one gloomy day out of the many happy sunny days u're having :D haha don't give me that grumpy-who-says-i-have-happy-days look kk.. sunny days are all happy days. *hugzzz*
i think i'm going online more cos i'm playing this mmrpg game xD and well, cos i have work to do. i'm not the kind who can stare at a 20 page article and finish reading at one go. i need to read 2 pages and then do something else for like 10 mins then come back, so it always takes me very long to read. if i actually combined the time that i spent reading, it might well be less than an hour -.-
i feel a bit worried cos it's 3rd year, and like i desperately feel like i need to perform, and there's always this bugging feeling that stb will kick me out cos i'm a useless bum. but yeah, i'm working on an essay now :( and a presentation on thurs.
but anw, enjoy pracs while u can! now it feels so far away i wonder if i ever knew it.
and about the rationalism thing, i'm doing this course called 'Realism in International Relations'. the lecturer was saying the real world (realpolitik) is very complex and nuanced, and unpredictable, and emotional, and subjective and contains many truths, so using science/rationalism to dissect and understand the real world to try and find the ONE truth...is like using a spoon to cut bread i.e. using the wrong tool. lol. hope that makes sense :D if not, it doesn't matter. haha!
anw, hope that was just like one gloomy day out of the many happy sunny days u're having :D haha don't give me that grumpy-who-says-i-have-happy-days look kk.. sunny days are all happy days. *hugzzz*
Sunday, March 15
omg cin. now the blog has become our personal message board! hahahha!
didnt expect to see the next post so quickly. was ranting cause i thought no one'd see it til this thing blows over kind of thing. was just popping by again seeing as this is a sun.
ehh. the thing about being rational is that it would save you alot of heartache next time if you made the right (but difficult) choice instead of following your heart, which can be reckless sometimes. but yeah. i know it's hard to do so. it always is huh. but erms. i dun see the link between the spoon and bread thing and how it links to rationalism. which module was that? haa. that's interesting. though i'm a lil more receptive to what i'm learning now.. it's still rather dry and boring in comparison!
and i didnt realise it was friday the 13th. heh. dont notice such things anymore :x
eh and i guess both ways we look at the playing thing.. makes sense? it was indeed difficult to adapt to the different styles, people, discipline and all that. anger ruled/still rules most of the time when the frustration mounts. but still.. time with the instrument helps make the week more interesting and at times (especially in the past) bearable.
sometimes for me no matter how busy i am, i cannot pon a practice because that has been ingrained in me since a long time ago. and though i CAN pon technically, it just feels wrong. and pple just do it without batting an eyelid.
BUT don't be emo abt not playing anymore! you'd hafta get a new instrument to join right? and that'd be expensive. and your environment's completely different from what i have.. at least there's mr o, and mr i's nice.. like sometimes he'll talk abt familiar people and things during tutorship sessions. and though i'm like in a somewhat culturally different setting, yours is vastly different.
thats why i think that the exchange student from ur sch who joined us for our concert is v brave! like he'll join us for outings and meals before pracs even though he doesnt understand why we do stuff, even if the section isnt receptive to his comments, or even if he doesn't understand the mandarin/dialect that we typically lapse into. but i think it takes time to settle in too, so yah lor. both ways are difficult. haha. was just thinking the other day that it wld be nice if our batch cld just play together again. with this being the comp season, you start thinking abt things and pieces like dear giantrobo again. haha.
have you been busy? you seem to be constantly needing to rush essays (still?) last semester as well right? suddenly cin pops online and posts so often!
didnt expect to see the next post so quickly. was ranting cause i thought no one'd see it til this thing blows over kind of thing. was just popping by again seeing as this is a sun.
ehh. the thing about being rational is that it would save you alot of heartache next time if you made the right (but difficult) choice instead of following your heart, which can be reckless sometimes. but yeah. i know it's hard to do so. it always is huh. but erms. i dun see the link between the spoon and bread thing and how it links to rationalism. which module was that? haa. that's interesting. though i'm a lil more receptive to what i'm learning now.. it's still rather dry and boring in comparison!
and i didnt realise it was friday the 13th. heh. dont notice such things anymore :x
eh and i guess both ways we look at the playing thing.. makes sense? it was indeed difficult to adapt to the different styles, people, discipline and all that. anger ruled/still rules most of the time when the frustration mounts. but still.. time with the instrument helps make the week more interesting and at times (especially in the past) bearable.
sometimes for me no matter how busy i am, i cannot pon a practice because that has been ingrained in me since a long time ago. and though i CAN pon technically, it just feels wrong. and pple just do it without batting an eyelid.
BUT don't be emo abt not playing anymore! you'd hafta get a new instrument to join right? and that'd be expensive. and your environment's completely different from what i have.. at least there's mr o, and mr i's nice.. like sometimes he'll talk abt familiar people and things during tutorship sessions. and though i'm like in a somewhat culturally different setting, yours is vastly different.
thats why i think that the exchange student from ur sch who joined us for our concert is v brave! like he'll join us for outings and meals before pracs even though he doesnt understand why we do stuff, even if the section isnt receptive to his comments, or even if he doesn't understand the mandarin/dialect that we typically lapse into. but i think it takes time to settle in too, so yah lor. both ways are difficult. haha. was just thinking the other day that it wld be nice if our batch cld just play together again. with this being the comp season, you start thinking abt things and pieces like dear giantrobo again. haha.
have you been busy? you seem to be constantly needing to rush essays (still?) last semester as well right? suddenly cin pops online and posts so often!
Saturday, March 14
my darling tm
don't worry about being rational.
if my lecturer were here, he'd say: applying rationalism in real life is like cutting bread with a spoon. he has said it 7-8 times (the spoon thing and this American ACTUALLY went to try it) since the semester started (cos we've had about 7-8 weeks worth of classes o_O) humans are complex, and it's just inappropriate to be rational all the time xD i'm twisting his statement awfully but hey girl, we all need our emo times. PLUS it's fri the 13th today. i began to be emo since 12am today o_O when i spilt a cup of water all over my bagss and books.
about the playing thing, i thought the opposite. i thought it was the people who picked up their instrument, despite knowing that everything is different - the style, the people, the discipline, the mood, the practices - and despite knowing that it's so much easier to put it all down and run away from it, those are the people who are brave :) i feel horrible when i chose not to join the band here. i couldn't bear to see the difference. the attitude. if i were to fit in, i'll have to be like them - throwing my clarinet everywhere, and drinking alcohol during breaks. but somehow, i persuaded myself that i'll have to give up anyway, that i can't play anymore.. but inside of me, it feels like i'm lying to myself and that i'm giving up cos i can't drag myself out to band pracs that had familiar songs, but no familiar people; a familiar set-up but a different environment.
Applause for the people who continue playing till today.
Somehow I feel hypocritical calling myself a band girl still...
SEe, emo-ness.
don't worry about being rational.
if my lecturer were here, he'd say: applying rationalism in real life is like cutting bread with a spoon. he has said it 7-8 times (the spoon thing and this American ACTUALLY went to try it) since the semester started (cos we've had about 7-8 weeks worth of classes o_O) humans are complex, and it's just inappropriate to be rational all the time xD i'm twisting his statement awfully but hey girl, we all need our emo times. PLUS it's fri the 13th today. i began to be emo since 12am today o_O when i spilt a cup of water all over my bagss and books.
about the playing thing, i thought the opposite. i thought it was the people who picked up their instrument, despite knowing that everything is different - the style, the people, the discipline, the mood, the practices - and despite knowing that it's so much easier to put it all down and run away from it, those are the people who are brave :) i feel horrible when i chose not to join the band here. i couldn't bear to see the difference. the attitude. if i were to fit in, i'll have to be like them - throwing my clarinet everywhere, and drinking alcohol during breaks. but somehow, i persuaded myself that i'll have to give up anyway, that i can't play anymore.. but inside of me, it feels like i'm lying to myself and that i'm giving up cos i can't drag myself out to band pracs that had familiar songs, but no familiar people; a familiar set-up but a different environment.
Applause for the people who continue playing till today.
Somehow I feel hypocritical calling myself a band girl still...
SEe, emo-ness.
Friday, March 13
HAHAHA next post is almost a month later! so obsolete or not? hmmmm i wonder...
eh cin.. i dont really notice fb much, cause im not playing games on it anymore. haa. and i'm the opp of you. the more i need to check, i'll check obsessively to ensure i dont miss anything. but on prac days.. it's like.. i dun check anything for an entire day and i get paranoid the next day that i miss sth.. this semester it's not so bad.. but when we have projs to do.. it's really bad! you have to check like a couple of times a day! haha.
and talking about practice.. actually i came on to rant because i didnt really know where to put this. i think for the people who have stopped playing for so many years.. i think that took alot of courage. even if you miss your instrument greatly now..
dont know how to put this. but erms. 3 years ago it was like. i was sick and tired of being bad at the trumpet and all and was ready to retire for good. and then i picked up the trumpet again. and was still bad at it and carried on. if i were to give it up abruptly now, it's like. i'd be lost. haa. maybe i shld have stopped playing back then. it was easier to stop.. heh. but then i wld have missed out alot on uni life on this ulu pok campus..
guess what. rmb the last time we bawled in sec sch cause it seemed like our last band prac was like the end of the world? today, abruptly, i wanted to start bawling again. haha. being in the final yr really seems like.. the end of the world to me. stop playing? too busy next time? shelf life on trp has been extended for some time now, despite the love hate relationship with it and all. how do i stop?!
have no idea why i'm being so emo. but erms. need to rant. havent been ranting on the blog for some time now.. haha. i rmb all the emo posts made when i was still in year 1. you must be alarmed. dont be. i just need to find a way to be rational and erms. wean myself off the trp? haizzzz.
eh cin.. i dont really notice fb much, cause im not playing games on it anymore. haa. and i'm the opp of you. the more i need to check, i'll check obsessively to ensure i dont miss anything. but on prac days.. it's like.. i dun check anything for an entire day and i get paranoid the next day that i miss sth.. this semester it's not so bad.. but when we have projs to do.. it's really bad! you have to check like a couple of times a day! haha.
and talking about practice.. actually i came on to rant because i didnt really know where to put this. i think for the people who have stopped playing for so many years.. i think that took alot of courage. even if you miss your instrument greatly now..
dont know how to put this. but erms. 3 years ago it was like. i was sick and tired of being bad at the trumpet and all and was ready to retire for good. and then i picked up the trumpet again. and was still bad at it and carried on. if i were to give it up abruptly now, it's like. i'd be lost. haa. maybe i shld have stopped playing back then. it was easier to stop.. heh. but then i wld have missed out alot on uni life on this ulu pok campus..
guess what. rmb the last time we bawled in sec sch cause it seemed like our last band prac was like the end of the world? today, abruptly, i wanted to start bawling again. haha. being in the final yr really seems like.. the end of the world to me. stop playing? too busy next time? shelf life on trp has been extended for some time now, despite the love hate relationship with it and all. how do i stop?!
have no idea why i'm being so emo. but erms. need to rant. havent been ranting on the blog for some time now.. haha. i rmb all the emo posts made when i was still in year 1. you must be alarmed. dont be. i just need to find a way to be rational and erms. wean myself off the trp? haizzzz.
Thursday, February 26
whee! not obsolete -
and by the way tm, i'm one of those ulu people who don't really log into fb like very frequently! haha xD i'm so terrible. especially when people create events and ONLY put on fb without like msging me or like telling me personally - i tend to just miss it and then get a call saying 'omg wth are u still at home?! didn't u see the fb event'
but i think moving this to fb might just work..
i think i'm just being a recluse these days - refusing to check my emails or fb inbox cos i'm scared of seeing things that i have to reply to... i think i'm beginning to have internet-phobia.
irrelevantly, i watched 'he's just not that into you' - i love it!!!! whee - not sure if everyone will though HMM. i think nic might, paula might, px might, hy and rui probably might, chong might, inez might?, not too sure abt like tm or clarine HMM. it's sooooo sweeet! and like totally true! so if anyone secretly wants some tips on guys, go watch it! HAHAHA! well, i think it's a really good movie even without that - it's hilarious!!!
-- so everyone, go watch a crazily funny movie and be happpppy -- before we step into the deep dark world of WORK o_O
and by the way tm, i'm one of those ulu people who don't really log into fb like very frequently! haha xD i'm so terrible. especially when people create events and ONLY put on fb without like msging me or like telling me personally - i tend to just miss it and then get a call saying 'omg wth are u still at home?! didn't u see the fb event'
but i think moving this to fb might just work..
i think i'm just being a recluse these days - refusing to check my emails or fb inbox cos i'm scared of seeing things that i have to reply to... i think i'm beginning to have internet-phobia.
irrelevantly, i watched 'he's just not that into you' - i love it!!!! whee - not sure if everyone will though HMM. i think nic might, paula might, px might, hy and rui probably might, chong might, inez might?, not too sure abt like tm or clarine HMM. it's sooooo sweeet! and like totally true! so if anyone secretly wants some tips on guys, go watch it! HAHAHA! well, i think it's a really good movie even without that - it's hilarious!!!
-- so everyone, go watch a crazily funny movie and be happpppy -- before we step into the deep dark world of WORK o_O
Wednesday, February 4
haha inez! in final year cant get instep alr la. 2nd sem alr leh and i dont wanna dabao. and in any case i happily got rejected thrice. as i said i'm trying my best to be a good student at last. it's like not exactly the last set of exams that i will take ever in my life, but i guess it's pretty much kinda the last time i'll be a full time student in at least for awhile so i'm trying to work hard no cause of deadlines like projs and essays but erms consistently.. after errr i wonder how many years in the education system.
why will you be knee deep in trouble? havent settled internship yet? all will be fine! enjoy ur remaining time in japan though!
gee as you can tell i'm kinda checking on the blog from time to time and i kinda had a 5 hr break between lessons and practice. listening to online lectures got futile after awhile. man i'm so sleepy!
why will you be knee deep in trouble? havent settled internship yet? all will be fine! enjoy ur remaining time in japan though!
gee as you can tell i'm kinda checking on the blog from time to time and i kinda had a 5 hr break between lessons and practice. listening to online lectures got futile after awhile. man i'm so sleepy!
Saturday, January 31
hahaha and now I'm posting again! I'm rather embarrassed. the last few posts of the year were all made by me =O
I'm not on attachment yet, I'm still in Japan ^___^ two weeks left, I'm counting down. ohyes cin! I ordered that song in karaoke the other time and my jap friend was like OMG MY PARENTS ARE FANS OF THIS GUY o_O wikipedia says he pioneered visual kei, so i guess it explains the pants and sparkles. also, last night we were watching the top 200 songs of the past 50 years on Music Station and I just realised japanese graffiti is secretly a crash course on showa pop =P
tm you're on your final year now right? jiayou!!!~~~ I think i'll be knee-deep in trouble when i get back T-T i'm scared i may have to retain, but exchange is worth it. try to get instep!
I'm not on attachment yet, I'm still in Japan ^___^ two weeks left, I'm counting down. ohyes cin! I ordered that song in karaoke the other time and my jap friend was like OMG MY PARENTS ARE FANS OF THIS GUY o_O wikipedia says he pioneered visual kei, so i guess it explains the pants and sparkles. also, last night we were watching the top 200 songs of the past 50 years on Music Station and I just realised japanese graffiti is secretly a crash course on showa pop =P
tm you're on your final year now right? jiayou!!!~~~ I think i'll be knee-deep in trouble when i get back T-T i'm scared i may have to retain, but exchange is worth it. try to get instep!
Tuesday, January 27
omg cin.. you posted! in response to your question.. yeah possibly the blog is really obsolete. i only noticed it today!! and i was super surprised.. havent popped by in ages.. but anyhow
happy chinese new year everybody!
that day i was just wondering if shifting this to a closed facebook group would work.. just to 'move with the times' haha. then i realised.. possibly not eh. everyone's so busy.. and though we log into facebook more often.. i doubt we'd really post on a thread or anything like that (or at least i'm pretty inactive on facebook)
inez shld be back by now doing attachment.. right? how is it?
there seems to be this great big japan craze to me at the moment, or so i think. many pple around me are thinking of learning/are learning the language. and i'm pretty tempted to at the moment. ah wells.
hope everyone is coping well with whatever they're handling. i've been pretty much a hermit and havent been catching up with anyone in sg or abroad. think about you guys quite a bit though.. i hope you do check back here and see this message. post if you've time!
happy chinese new year everybody!
that day i was just wondering if shifting this to a closed facebook group would work.. just to 'move with the times' haha. then i realised.. possibly not eh. everyone's so busy.. and though we log into facebook more often.. i doubt we'd really post on a thread or anything like that (or at least i'm pretty inactive on facebook)
inez shld be back by now doing attachment.. right? how is it?
there seems to be this great big japan craze to me at the moment, or so i think. many pple around me are thinking of learning/are learning the language. and i'm pretty tempted to at the moment. ah wells.
hope everyone is coping well with whatever they're handling. i've been pretty much a hermit and havent been catching up with anyone in sg or abroad. think about you guys quite a bit though.. i hope you do check back here and see this message. post if you've time!
Friday, January 16
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
this blog -is- obsolete (as tm commented)
omg inez, i'm so jealous of you.. i wish i were in japan too, applied and got into waseda but then i couldn't go in the end, it was such a huge disappointment :(
AND OMG, the jap graff vid is so .. um, weird! haha. wth is he wearing, leather tights?! and he's a guy ya? why is his top like so umm girly. ARGH. and his dance moves.. umm. haha!!! reminds me of the times when we were playing jap graf V though.. ah so long ago, and now we're all so old.
this blog -is- obsolete (as tm commented)
omg inez, i'm so jealous of you.. i wish i were in japan too, applied and got into waseda but then i couldn't go in the end, it was such a huge disappointment :(
AND OMG, the jap graff vid is so .. um, weird! haha. wth is he wearing, leather tights?! and he's a guy ya? why is his top like so umm girly. ARGH. and his dance moves.. umm. haha!!! reminds me of the times when we were playing jap graf V though.. ah so long ago, and now we're all so old.
Tuesday, October 14
Thursday, August 28
Hey all. decided to drop you guys a note here. Nobody's been posting of late.. is this blog obsolete as of now? I still pop in here regularly! Miss you all alot! I mean we're all busy and everything but I think it's the longest period of time that we havent met up in ages. Haha. Of course, I may be biased, cause I say that ALL the time.
And since hy's facebook thingum isnt eliciting many responses at the moment.. I assume everyone's crazy busy. And I only notice because.. I'm a little more free at the moment.. heh. Anyways. work hard pple! I know hy's super busy these 2 wks! I'm kinda swamped with group work too. But yeps. Let's meet soon!
And since hy's facebook thingum isnt eliciting many responses at the moment.. I assume everyone's crazy busy. And I only notice because.. I'm a little more free at the moment.. heh. Anyways. work hard pple! I know hy's super busy these 2 wks! I'm kinda swamped with group work too. But yeps. Let's meet soon!
Monday, July 28
Symphonique 2008!
TJC symphonic band alumni!
7.00 Victoria Concert Hall!
2nd August! Saturday!
we're playing stuff like James Barnes' Fourth Symph, Pirates of the Caribbean (at world's end) and Saga Maligna and Count and Monte Cristo among other stuff. Tix are $12! sms me if you want to go, k?
come come come!
TJC symphonic band alumni!
7.00 Victoria Concert Hall!
2nd August! Saturday!
we're playing stuff like James Barnes' Fourth Symph, Pirates of the Caribbean (at world's end) and Saga Maligna and Count and Monte Cristo among other stuff. Tix are $12! sms me if you want to go, k?
come come come!
Thursday, July 17
hey!
err... i pressed something on the settings or layout page accidentally and stuff kinda disappeared from the blog! tried my best to replicate the original based on what google's cache displayed but i think i could not get back the shoutbox thingy. i hope i did not wrecked too much of the site... sorry!!!
err... i pressed something on the settings or layout page accidentally and stuff kinda disappeared from the blog! tried my best to replicate the original based on what google's cache displayed but i think i could not get back the shoutbox thingy. i hope i did not wrecked too much of the site... sorry!!!
Monday, April 21
Sunday, April 20
Sunday, March 9
haha oh man i haven't been here for so long that i kind of forgot how blogger looked like! so when i read the post again, i was kinda shocked by how blue our site is. haha!
anyway, unfortunately i am drowning in my essays and presentations and am attempting to swim out of it. but it's gonna be break in a week's time so i'm really looking forward to that.
hahah how's everyone? tsemin you wrote such a long entry but didn't exactly say how you are! haha. and iris, thanks for your postcard! speaking of clarine, i actually wrote you a rambling letter after doing one week of hellish reading about critical theory in international relations cos for some weird reason, the readings reminded me of you. don't ask me how clarine fits into the whole idea of an emancipatory intent. HAHA. i unfortunately can't find the letter now cos my place is in a mess (i just dump my papers all over after an essay is done) so i probably mail it in 2 months' time or something. haha.
that's a lot of laughing. but if you're reading this, i just hope that all of you are doing well. :) oh man, so fun, we can add labels for the posts? :D
anyway, unfortunately i am drowning in my essays and presentations and am attempting to swim out of it. but it's gonna be break in a week's time so i'm really looking forward to that.
hahah how's everyone? tsemin you wrote such a long entry but didn't exactly say how you are! haha. and iris, thanks for your postcard! speaking of clarine, i actually wrote you a rambling letter after doing one week of hellish reading about critical theory in international relations cos for some weird reason, the readings reminded me of you. don't ask me how clarine fits into the whole idea of an emancipatory intent. HAHA. i unfortunately can't find the letter now cos my place is in a mess (i just dump my papers all over after an essay is done) so i probably mail it in 2 months' time or something. haha.
that's a lot of laughing. but if you're reading this, i just hope that all of you are doing well. :) oh man, so fun, we can add labels for the posts? :D
Wednesday, March 5
i miss everyone loads.
esp after reading tsemin's post
and after chatting to paula..
sometimes i don't think about it, like rushing about in my everyday life, dashing to school, chionging essays, and all these rubbishy events, cos i see huiyan and everything seems normal.
but when i see the box with the little piggies that u guys gave me at the airport 2 years back. it's amazing, isn't it? it's been 2 years! i do wonder how everyone's doing? like how slim and fit clarine is getting (and chiooo.. *ducks before clarine smacks me*) like if tsemin got a boyfriend HEHE. and like if paula is still munching chocolate (sorrie dear, but chocolate biscuits are still chocolate kk). i wonder if huichong got used to waseda and speaking japanese and wearing the most pretty fashionable stuffs that she puts pics up on her blog.
sometimes i tell myself it's ok, maybe one year i can stay here for summer, go travelling when the weather's glorious and make the most of my time here. but everytime i think about u guys, i do want to come back and meet up with all of u.. honestly, last summer was rubbish, i felt like i barely met up with any of u o_O and this summer, i have internship.. but i'm definitely going to try to meet everyone more often so i won't miss u guys so much when i finally go back again. ahh. mann and i won't even haf huiyan next year =(
on a brighter note, huiyan and i have decided to go to the gym at least (we say twice, but it's so that we'll go) once a week. hehe! we went err once so far.. but jsut wait till next weeek =)
esp after reading tsemin's post
and after chatting to paula..
sometimes i don't think about it, like rushing about in my everyday life, dashing to school, chionging essays, and all these rubbishy events, cos i see huiyan and everything seems normal.
but when i see the box with the little piggies that u guys gave me at the airport 2 years back. it's amazing, isn't it? it's been 2 years! i do wonder how everyone's doing? like how slim and fit clarine is getting (and chiooo.. *ducks before clarine smacks me*) like if tsemin got a boyfriend HEHE. and like if paula is still munching chocolate (sorrie dear, but chocolate biscuits are still chocolate kk). i wonder if huichong got used to waseda and speaking japanese and wearing the most pretty fashionable stuffs that she puts pics up on her blog.
sometimes i tell myself it's ok, maybe one year i can stay here for summer, go travelling when the weather's glorious and make the most of my time here. but everytime i think about u guys, i do want to come back and meet up with all of u.. honestly, last summer was rubbish, i felt like i barely met up with any of u o_O and this summer, i have internship.. but i'm definitely going to try to meet everyone more often so i won't miss u guys so much when i finally go back again. ahh. mann and i won't even haf huiyan next year =(
on a brighter note, huiyan and i have decided to go to the gym at least (we say twice, but it's so that we'll go) once a week. hehe! we went err once so far.. but jsut wait till next weeek =)
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