Monday, May 29

tse min is so eloquent. i realise i can't express myself anymore. so i shall juz say, 'yeah, i totally agree with tsemin'. (hmm was that bimbotic?)

and i want to hang out at people's house! if you all don't mind my puny and boring house (and the fact that my whole family is in since my mom has sch holz too and my cousins love to invade my house), comecome! haha i don't think i can fit like ten ppl though unless we have a pool party or something downstairs o_O just an idea.. haha.. can i pop over to people's houses also!!!
caveat: i was NOT trying to sound bimbotic. i was trying NOT to sound bimbotic, wad with those -hints- anws clarine got the pt so yah :p

yay yay. FATS HERE WE COME!!! i've been pigging out on cakes and chocs. now MORE FOOD!!!

argh. ok. here's a lil response to xy's post. you know wad, at least we had the lao ren yuan last time. i dun mind a lao ren yuan NOW. at least you'll see each other everyday (as you have over the past 4-6yrs). i barely see you all now, much less talk abt stuff, do crazy things like ride in huge tuba boxes and wad not.

living in the past's no good. but i get wad xy was trying to say. band WAS our life. and now life seems empty and hollow. thing is, we dont have the music and pracs to accompany us now. was in a strangely nostalgic mood yday, so i picked up this bag of old notes and went thru some of em.

you'll seldom catch me saying this, but i wanna say this: to my dearest batch, thanx for being my friend! thanks for always being there for me, sharing the memories and fighting thru all tt shit tt made us the batch we are today. i'd almost forgot abt the stuff we used to do, to say, simply because i havent seen you all in ages (feels so to me la). but somehow by just going thru all the notes, i felt the concern tt we had in our batch again. and i'm glad for tt.

the above sounds bloody bimbotic. but yeps. just wanted to say tt we rock :)

and yeah. i think cl may be right. i may be suffering frm the stockholm syndrome. i dun know if i wanna quit my job now :s but i need a break. and the idea of just maybe hanging out at each other's house, talking, eating, or just doing our stuff or just meeting up outside really appeals to me. we shld live the life of a housewife (or poor tai tai however you wanna see it) before things start heating up.. right? shall we?
firstly, WHY is tsemin trying to sound bimbotic? *stares*

secondly, YEA, join us in our getting-fat scheme. (no, you did not hear that.) we just want to go for a buffet on wed! wheee~

thirdly, sighh, i agree with tsemin. we're old. we belong rightfully to the lao3 ren2 yuan4. haha, still remember that place? lol. now we don't even haf that. we're so lost. time rushes past us and we just float aimlessly about, sometimes losing our anchor to firm, solid ground. last time, i lived for band.. and now, i really don't know. it's really wonderful to meet any of you, to reminisce, to talk rubbish, to discuss the looming future.. just to see you all, feel happy, then get down to the monotonous job of organizing my life again.

just a final note (esp to hy), don't get too caught up with ur work ya? life's short, enjoy it! =P

Sunday, May 28

hellos. i realised i havent blogged in ages. and we still dun haf a batch day! y not we let it coincide with band bday eh? i just realised tt june is almost here. was walking arnd j8 the other day and i realised (yes, yet again) that the june hols were here! we're how old la. i din notice tt. less than a yr ago, we were still in uniform, walking arnd town and everything like the world belonged to us. now i dun feel like i belong to any world can.. stuck in my muffin land. haha!

oh anws, i digressed. wanted to ask whens the next outing. cos right. yah. rmb tt list? i think zhun shld post it. when are we gg for our cruises, chalets, holidays, and all tt rubbish?! we're gg start wadever we're gg start and not haf fun before tt. how can?!!

i wanted to blog a long time ago but was too tired too. cos sometimes when ur walking along the road, you just think of stuff and you rmb things.. random things.. like our culottes to pe shorts changing technique and all tt rubbish la. i miss slping on the band rm floor.. haha. my ability to fall asleep anywhere is still rather gd.. as i realised during work yday. took a nap during break at the table just lyddat :s haha. and i rmbed the time when mr o slept on our band rm floor before zakeoff and we all tried to sneakily snap a photo of him. how amusing! such crazy stuff tt we used to do. funny how we're so old and weak and tired tt we dun haf time/energy to do such stupid things anymore :s

hoho. i think i jus contradicted xy's entry. but i'm like feeling.. old old old.. i miss singing silly songs. do you know i tried rmbing the words (original) to do re mi and couldnt? i cld only rmb half of our 'modified' version too. tts how sad.

and clarine's supposed to date me! i havent seen her! and whoever's free, lets go eat buffet on wed k? i've a day off. and i'm dating some pple (but not clarine) so -hinthint- someone must come along too k? haha. kk. i shall disappear for now, starting to sound bimbotic :s

Tuesday, May 23

hohoho.. my dad/ mom told me tt alcohol tolerance level can be trained =P i want to start training huiyan *beams* haha how about someday we stay over at someone's house and get drunk.. hurhur quite funny..

Monday, May 22

hello everybody! i drank (one small mouthful) today! r u shocked xy? haha..but aft tt, i was burning as usual =p ok...good nite everybody! =D

Tuesday, May 16

whee the blog has died for half a month! just because i stopped blogging *grins* let's haf a nomination and voting thing for our annual batch day!! well preferably a public holiday (since after we start working, we won't be free on any other days except wkends and err days dun fall on wkends every yr if u get what i mean. well, alternatively we could have sth like mothers' day where it's like first sunday of, say, april.) but it'll be nicer to have a MEANINGFUL day. like june 19, band birthday, that kind of date. i guess, even if we can't hang out for the whole day, we could have an afterwork thing, like dinner. who knows what adults do when they gather mann.. i don't suppose they loiter around orchard, then sit at some obscure corner discussing the next batch outing. i think they probably go to some high-class restaurant, say 'cheers', clink their wine glasses and drink (except for hy who can't drink and paula who doesn't wish to drink).

it's so strange that we're so old, and yet, i don't feel any different. i still feel like doing the silly things we used to do, wear jeans and bum around, eat lots of junk (YEA eating is our batch hobby), laugh loudly, sing silly songs. i can't imagine the day when i'll walk around in high heels EVERYDAY and wear office skirts and blazers!! and put on make-up forever and boycott fast-food. but hey we're approaching our twenties! we're considered adults in some societies. i can't believe it mann..