hey all. havent been here in a few days and you've all blogged so much! ehh my dear ssata and ssato. you all have tagged so much you pushed everything down.. now i dunno wad you all were talking about before this -.- gahhs.

heh. i've finished with exams. and i think we're all suddenly so nostalgic cause studying alone doesnt feel gd, at all.. oh wells, at least i did when i was cooped up in my room and didnt have gd company.

jiayou everybody!

sigh. xin and chong, dun feel so sad leh. one sem has whizzed by (almost).. just a lil more patience ok. then you'll be back! and we'll set aside time for fun! cheer up! -hugs-

bahhs. i wanna give you two a real hug (now yapzhun dun snigger ok) but yeah. cannot. sometimes it was those hugs tt made a terrible sch day better. now even if i wanna give a hug, there's no one tt i wanna hug spontaneously. you guys must be honoured ok. hahaha!

HANG IN THERE PEOPLE! you'll make it through!

i just suddenly wanted to write this. i really miss all of you...

i hope it doesnt sound like im saying it just because everyone is saying it
and that it's so easy to just type it out without feeling it
but it's true
i really really miss everyone.

and with the added distance and everything...

and xin is right
i just want to say what i want to say
even though people can speak and understand english as well as i do
it just doesnt feel right

theres nothing that can replace you all...

God help me make it back in time to see you all before my heart breaks

heyy everybodyyss i miss u guys lotss. i was listening to a josh groban song that clarine sent me and suddenly i miss u guy so much so much!! i miss the comfort zone tm was talking about, how we could all just sit together, talk, scream, or just stay silent and yet be equally comfortable with each other, just because we love each other so much. i miss band lots. i miss ponning school to go to the band room, instead of ponning school cos it gets dark at 4pm and cos it's freaking cold and rainy to stay out. i miss practising my clarinet, fingers getting tangled up, tongue getting tangled up.. i miss giving anyone i feel like a great big hug and saying jsut anything i want, knowing that i won't face a violent confrontatino just cos the people here don't think the same o_O i hate filtering the things i want to say. and i love u guyss..

take care kk.. i think ur exams will finish before mine starts =) andd err paula!! i've been eating so much chocciess, everyone says i'm fatter o_O erps. but i can't resist it.. haha!!

hello everybody :)
haha i've emerged from hibernation! haah i'm halfway through a take-home essay examination about the Singapore Legal System. and sadistically i'm finding it quite interesting :p i have 3 essays to write and i've currently finished 2 outlines so i'm taking a break :) (excuses)
anyway! i have a confession to make. i've been eating loads and loads of chocolate :( like seriously truckloads!! cadbury is my best friend now :( maybe next time you all will meet a gigantipaula. but no worries! i'm eating regularly, breakfast, lunch and dinner (and no, they do not consist of chocolate :p). so this is why i think i am going to ballooon up in size after the exams. how :( haha. i still must try to maintain weight so that we can go for all those food binges together! cheesecake! waffle! icecream! chocolate fondue! food in general!
ooh i can't wait for the exams to end :) let's organise batch outing ya?
okay now back to my exam, (and slamming -ahem- p.ap)

jiayou everybody :) -hugs-
we'll make it!
and take care, don't be like me, eat properly :p

p.s. tm, i do think i drink more water than you.. maybe 3 litres? but that's cos of all the chocolate i eat so it sorta evens out la :p haha!

all my love, paula :)

HEYOS! haha. i'm back. finished one paper yday. and i'm having my breakfast and i refuse to look at books whilst having it. next paper's mon, so i slept early, had a great slp, and i'm feeling better than i did last night.

congrats iris. and jiayou inez! hah. i bet its ur last paper (n us pple pls dun kill me) just chiong lor. haha.

incidentally, i read the line about iris saying that she was listening to dynamica, i was listening to macchu. den cause it was in my thumbdrive, i got the double deal of listening to stars and stripes again (do i hear groans frm the batch) haha! dunno leh. the end of stars and stripes is so.. happy. and i'm blasting everything into my earphones. i'm almost transported into a world of my own. haha! i'm qt glad my roomie's not arnd, i think she'll think i'm mad.

but owells. i think i'm going quite mad doing stupid things. yday i got so cooped up, and though my door was open, i started jumping up and down (thankfully no one walked past) haizzz. haha.

yikes. back to breakfast (i'm eating properly see.. and i drink at least 2.5litres of water a day k, bet only paula can beat tt) and then i'm going to take a look at my best pal: stats :(

hello darlings :) how have you all been? hee i just passed my driving test! :) -feels happy- but ahh.. hope you all are doing well :) preparing for exams and crappy stuff like that. aww.. i'm listening to dynamica now, and i was just thinking about you all and how much i miss you!

i agree with tm. i've been spoilt by you all. there's a very different feeling when i'm with you all and with other people. the other day, i met some people going to australia with me, and i don't feel that level of comfort like i do with you all. i think about how we used to stone in the corridor, the band room, lido.. heck everywhere come to think of it.. and we could just enjoy the companionship. blaaaaahhhh.

anyway, in view of the upcoming exams, please drink more water, sleep early and study hard!!!! :) which i'm sure you've all been doing! and don't eat too many cookies and biscuits -looks pointedly at tm- woman!! i tell you, with every biscuit you eat, must drink 1 litre of water. :) hee just kidding.. of course this is coming from someone who hardly drinks water.. i'm a camel. :) anyway, take care darlings.

just wanted to say that i miss you all so much..

hey all. in the midst of exams. but i cldnt resist the urge to blog.

let me type a keyword here: disparities

maybe we've been too long in our comfort zone. known each other for too long. understand each other quite well. because now i'm increasingly intolerant of certain things around me. new things/people. ha. or you might say, perhaps i wasnt very tolerant to begin with.

maybe i was just spoilt by you guys.

haiz, sometimes i wish people knew just when to shut up. yes, they may wish to fill any void in the conversation. but sometimes i tire of small talk, of listening to inconsequential things. esp when it hasnt been a gd day.

i dont bloody need to start talking abt the exam again (when i haf stopped) just because the people in front of us are doing so. i also dont bloody care if people frm my current sch do actually chance across this wadever we call it, though i know its damn public. i dont bloody care if they know who the dao one is. bloody bloody bloody hell.

i think i'm being bloody harsh on people who might have good intent. but i need to expel those thoughts before they fester in my mind. then i'm going back to mugging, which has been unproductive this morning.

take care everybody. and jiayou for exams! sleep early and drink more water ok. dont fall sick. and i look forward to seeing you guys soon -hugs-

thiss is xin again, pretending to be nic so it'll seem as though nic has posted a lot in the past few dayss.. i dunno why nic doesn't blogg. she says she has time to do many stupid thingss. well i guess blogging isn't categorized as a stupid thing so she has no time for this o_O nic and ian are having a silly arguments about making beds o_O i don't make my bed usually. haha~ my room is in a perpetual mess. haha.. nic and rui are relatively neater i think.. rui definitely is, but she says she cleared her room cos i was going to come. haha~ i think it's a hostel thinggiee.. why is everyone not bloggigng? where has eveyrone disappeared to?

nic has a frisbee in her room! i miss playing frisbeee!! imiss huiyan. huiyan is my ultimate frisbee partner. as in huiyan is my ultimate ultimate frisbee partner. if u get what i mean. ok this is silly. in microsoft words they will squigglify the ultimateultimate cos it's a repeated word o_O ANW. i shalllll end heree before i fill the blog up wif more crap.. byeee~

heyyy. this is xinyi not nic =) i'm in her room with ian & nic getting ready for breakfast! rui's at class on a saturday morning!! i swear that's a crime. i can't believe i'm in cambridge. i feel so at home o_O guess it's cos i spent my first four days in uk in cambridge and i'm actually pretty familiar with the roads here, like i can find my way back to newnham by myself. haha! we had a really great di (nic says hiii and nic says she misses everyone and xin wonders why she doesn't blog then grr but the cambridge ppl are mad muggers o_O i thought it was a general uk thing to slack but apparently it isn't o_O) -nner here at fitzbillies, expensive, but wonderful nonetheless =) it's so nice to be here for nic's birthday, i feel at home. like when we dressed up again yesterday, it was like we were going to the esplanade (cos in signapore, that's like about the only place u can wear posh clothes to and not like spend a bomb).

we're going for breakfasttt.. after nic has finally decided what jacket to wearr. haha =)

hey arlin lied! she said that she's gonna blog but she didn't! somebody scold her for me!