just decided to come online to post a random thought. but i gather this place is kinda stagnant now that everyone's facebooking away.

just read something in my textbook (have the time cause i happily ponned today)
it said 'organizations that do not have a heritage of mutually accepted, shared values tend to become unhinged during stress'. maybe that's why we could stay together as a batch and work on things. caused we were rg-fied? maybe i'm trying to fit whatever i read/do into what i think is something familiar i face.

i've majorly screwed up this time. dont get me wrong. i'm not asking for reassurance from you. i just dont know how else i can solve my problem or reverse things. sometimes i ask 'how wld peixi do this' but apparently i dunno well enough.

somehow i wish things could be solved by just shouting 'sorry i made a mistake' as loud as possible. sounds childish and immature.. i know. it's time to grow up eh.
cant help but wish i cld still do footdrills with you though.

i'm not trying to depress you guys. but yeah. cant help but put this down somewhere cause 'sorry i made a mistake' and 'excused? no.' keeps popping up in my head. am thoroughly grateful that you guys are coming down next wk to support. thanks so much. and i really really wish to see you all soon! -hugs-